a posse ad esse
I was beginning to understand how to communicate with people again, but I now realize studying how people communicate makes people less prone to communicate with you. To reinstate my previous position, I will no longer be writing in this blog. I am currently unable to convey any message, much less a meaning I intend. So I will be taking a break, a long and in-depth break from people I know in order to flounder. There are no longer subjects whom I can research, I’m learning to deal with it. Until I understand how to make friends or I am capable of making friends, I will be myself, for better or worse.
I consider you a friend.